… lunatics and monsters underneath my bed.

And it’s the same 4:30 am awake in the middle of the night, stucked on my notebook wanting to write as if my words are screams coming from my heart. My head going round with thoughts about all the things I need to do to improve my life and make happiness my path, not a destination that goes through a road of pain, frustration and sadness.

Will you bring me the spring?

In your eyes
The light, the heat
(Your eyes) I am complete
(Your eyes) I see the doorway
(Your eyes) To a thousand churches
(Your eyes) The resolution
(Your eyes) of all the fruitless searches
Oh, I see the light and the heat
Oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light, the heat, I see in your eyes

Peter Gabriel - In Your Eyes

I know… one of your fave songs.