I simply cant take this Paul Weller song from my mind. I was on bed, trying to sleep but it kept playing on my mental radio. I love how it sounds melancholic but still keeping something upbeat and optimistic. But it breaks my heart anyway. Some songs have this capacity of translating how my emotions flood inside me. Although I’m a person who has everything to be happy since I have a good life conditon, great family, friends and so on…  deep inside it’s always missing something or somebody. In the end I may be missing MYSELF. I’m empty of myself, does it make sense? I’m never present for me. Where am I? Susan, please come back to take lead control of this life of your own. I should think about my achievements instead of losses and frustrations because sometime in the future life will fill these holes. At least I think it’s the funny way God acts.